I wasn't planning to post until after my appointment tomorrow, but I unexpectedly found out today that I will be switching departments at work. I am not thrilled about making this transition while injecting myself daily to make my hormones go crazy. I will not go into more details because this isn't a blog about work, but I will say that I cried in a meeting with my boss. That is definitely a first for me. Infertility seems to bring out the most vulnerable side of me. I'm not sure that I like it.
With that said, I know I'll be fine. I just know that I'll have to suppress my natural inclination to always be looking ahead. I'm going to have to learn to take one day at a time for the next couple months. My husband is much better at this than me so hopefully I can learn a thing or two from him.
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